it's been awhile since i've been here.
school has started and well, there's assignments and projects to work on.
i'm quite enjoying my new course,
it ain't easy but i guess at the end of the day it's the passion and satisfaction you get (:
somehow,everything is different now.
i miss my clique in tp.
and school's so different without them ):
but even though i still meetup with them, it just doesn't seem the same.
hopefully things between us won't change massively.
life recently also had it's ups and down.
i'm worried. i hope you'll be alright.
i hope nothing's going to happen to you.
i know you want to be fine too, keep fighting.
tough times don't last, tough people do.
we will have it better, i promise.
praying that i do hear soon.
it's nerve racking not know what's going wrong.
feeling utterly useless not being able to do anything.
i'm working on it now, so that i'll be able to do something in the future.
but please, if you won't be around,
then, what's the point of being able to do something then?

i have more things to work out.
even more obstacles to cross and problems to face.
sometimes i just feel like giving up.
just putting everything down.
it is heavy, and to the point that i don't feel like going on anymore.
but what will happen then?
i don't want to be known as a loser, someone who gives up.
i don't want to not know what happens everafter.
i don't want to let my mum down.
so, i shall take one step at a time.
and hopefully, one day , i'll see the good of everything that has happened.