back to school tomorrow ehs?
and damn, i haven't finish all my homework.
its the Monday Blues.
and i miss baby ):

wonder how its gonna be,
will it be still the same?
heard that 3EA has shifted down.
and 4N4 will be shifted up?

gonna meet Grace in the morning tomorrow,
this holiday has been sort of filled
with extra lesson's and CCA.
hahaa, only a week free?
oh wells,
i miss my friends and classmates.

like a rainbow,
fading in the twinkling of an eye
i'm scared.
i don't want this to end,
not just yet.
i'm sorry.
i need you.
iloveyou,dearest.
goodbye.

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

sorry for late update.
much things been happening lately,
and i've been rather lost, confused.
there'll be guides tomorrow,
and i'm wondering how its gonna go.
hope it'll be fun,
and i'm pretty worried about the attendance.

i dont know how i should stop thinking,
whether i've done the right thing,
whether i've made the right choice.
but then,
i've made my choice, and i'm not gonna regret it.
i can do it better, baby.

school's staarting,
and i'm not done with homework.
damn, and i'll be busy with guides..
on thursday, friday and saturday :x
oh wells,
i'll be dead when i'm supposed to hand in everything.

happy birthday Tan Hong Chang :D
you're finally fifteen.
thanks for being my friend.
though i did'nt know if it'll make a difference
whether you knew me or not,
it was fun , smsing and stuff .
and i owe you a sorry uhs ?
hahahaha,
dont injure yourself anymore,
take care aye?
and yeah, hope you'll be attached blissfully.
blessings to the both of you :D

heyyo people , im grace , im being good ohokkays (:
ii help her post ! now one thing to say !! cheryl is being prevert ! ohmygosh
she strip in front of ..
ohokkays , buaii !

went to school for duty today.
reached around seven?
rani came in aeround eight?
she's gonna wait for the others,
before making her way to NYP.
haha, spent some crazy times with M.
C suddenly ring-ed me and said she
wanted to come back as a librarian =.=
i thought she was sleep talking,
and asked her to go back to sleep.
chit chat and ston-ed in the library.
overall it was slacking.


went to KPT for lunch.
crazy moments aye?
but i'm not a siao kid okay? :D
has chicken rice and grass jelly.
haha, the same as yesterday.
oh wells,
having the same lunch everyday
beats having lunch alone everyday.


c suddenly turned up.
and she freaked us both out larrhs :X
ahahas.
the way she talks..
cheerup okay?
please do not feel so inferior,
surely someone would see what a gem you are.
and stop saying you don't have friends.
ain't adelle your friend ? :D

atika is such a darhling.
i love her larrhs <3
she just makes me laugh like nothing in the world.
my brightest star .
my cheery bestie :D
thanks for always being there for me ehs.


----------
i'm not sure.
the feeling's so insecure.
i dont wanna give in,
nor do i want to let go.

world's sweetest words : but, iloveyou...
world's harshest words : iloveyou, but....

uncertainty..
its killing me.
i'm not sure.
----

it was'nt me,
it really was'nt.
i can swear :x
it hurts when you just assume,
dont you ever realise.

holidays are boring ehs.
and i'm lazy to do my homework.
hahaha, *evil grin.
anyone wanna go out?
friends all seem to busy with their own stuff.
this june holidays has gotton a little lonely.
stuck at home all day :x
stone and rot away aye?
laughs(:

alright,
i gotta buck up and start my homework.
until now i've only done revisions.
i guess the heymath will be the toughest :x
its gonna take me so long .

maybe gonna go to the movie with c?
sorry M, i did'nt realise.
hahah, you should've double checked with me before heading there.
and i can be trusted okay?
hehs :p
alrights,
i'm off then.
more update later i guess,
goodbye.

hey people(:
hahas, back from tuition.
guess i'll be going to school tmr.
lazy to wake up so early in the morning uhs.
haha.

been reading third degree.
great book really.
so addictive :D
it shows how people uses others weakness,
to harm them..
well, i guess it ain't the woman's
fault that she commited adultry.
as it was her husband that's so cold.
haha, have'nt finished reading yet though.
i guess after this i'm gonna read the whole twilight again?
its like the seventh time?
haha, real good books stephenie meyer writes [:

hehs,
been really lazy to do homework and revision.
i want outings(:
i want to be free.

i dont know whats the use of being in the so called "A" class,
when i dont get to do this,
dont get to do that.
i don't wanna become someone so boring,
please.. dont rob me of everyhthing ehs?
its as though CCA is my only happiness,
and the time where i get to play non-stop.
and you're even robbing me of that.
if that's so,
i rather be in the last class.

i'm like that.
i'm one stubborn girl.
perhaps its a good thing, perhaps not.
the more you force me to do something,
the more i won't do it.
no one understands.
all of your inference are wrong,
and they cut.
i'm working hard,
but all that she sees is that i fail her subject.
i'm not i'm being biased.
its just the way she teaches,
i dont get anything.

hehs, and J,
dont tell me about dimples .
i cant control temptations aye? *winks.
alrights,
goodbye .

went to school for library duty today,
heeheh, see ? i'm not evil .
clocked time till 11pm as matherine on half day.
its her daughter's birthday,
so Happy Birthday Phoebe!

then went to HM with Sherlynn and Evelyn.
went to popular and evelyn bought her stuff,
then head-ed to library...
finished off with sundae(:

on my way back,
i realised i needed to get something for my mum.
so i went back to HM.
hahas, and guess what?
i saw J.
i'm becoming a stalker uhs?
heh, he fetched me back.
then home-ed.
and we chatted on msn.

holidays are boring uhs,
no outings and stuff.
oh well, i guess friends are mugging hard for 0's next year.
its better to be a little kiasu,
and get our foundation there uhs?


alrights,
i'm off to homework then,
goodbye.

eggwoman(:
stop saying my boyfriend this,
my boyfriend that okay?
cause i dont have one.
you uhs, cant zip up.
heheh, but dont worry.
i was just joking uhs?

grandpa's in the hospital again )':
hope he gets well soon.
he's not in the bestest of health..
though we're not very close,
and i dont see him everyday.
i love him.
idk why,
maybe cause he's been there since i was a baby,
and i take him for my daddy [:

i guess i'll have to go to stay at grandma's house.
cause she does'nt want to stay at my house.
and she can get a little forgetful.
i dont want her anything to happen to her.

slept at around 3am last night?!
chatted with J till around 2am.
then off-ed the com,
but i could'nt get to sleep.
so stared into the dark space.
and i only managed to fall asleep around 3am,
on mum's bed.
hahah, lols.

nothing much today.
have to get back to school uhs.
i owed M library duty(:
hehh, i'm not so evil uhs.

went to mum's office in the morning.
she did some stuff and then we headed to orchid garden.
saw ah-ku and ling-jie-jie there with ah-ma and ah-gong.
so we infered we got to the right place.
and we started chatting and picture taking.
but..
we were wondering why ah-yee was'nt there yet.
thus we phoned her,
and we realised that we were at the wrong place =.=

lucky we came early.
CONGRATS DELWIN KOR uhhs(:.
you're now someone's husband.
hahas,
i cant recognize Delwin =.=
i only managed to recognize Brandon.
hahah, thats weird.
cause its been the same time since i last seen both of them.

he's wife is damn pretty uhs.
she's thai and drop dead gorgeous lady.
i was asking how my cousin's addressed them..
hahah, i realised we were cousins and so just by name.
lols.
Zia asked me to hurry and marry.
cause then she can marry [:
adorable cousin i have she's only 13.
i say i'll have to wait for Aidan.
cause he's one year older than me.
so our marriage will be in this order:
Aidan next, then me, my brother/ Zia(:
haha, hilarious conversation.
but damn is the bride hot (:

mum fetched me home,
and i saw J's standee facing the carpark.. -.-
laugh my head off [:
alrights,
i'm off then.
more updates soon,
goodbye.

"superkids, superchildren"
laughs, thats what the ever-so drop dead gorgeous
mdm chia called us during her chem extra's.
cause of our class tee.
Ilove3EA'o9(:
the way mdm chia talks is super funny and adorable.
cant stop laughing my ass off.
--------------------

guides camp today,
it was just a day camp though.
and all sec 3s were tired out.
amazing race was a little messed up,
cause of the clues and groupings.
had outdoor cooking after amazing race,
then footdrill, PT and games.
finally was water games.
overall the camp was great.
and i guess everyone was high?!
but it would be better it we could stay overnight(:

mr tan was looking for me,
cause i failed to turn up for his history extra's.
he went to look for miss kong,
and miss kong made me look for him.
his seemed angry at first sight,
but otherwise i would have thought he was joking =.=
guess i'll have a punishment when school reopens.
oh well.

cousin's wedding tomorrow.
congrats uhs,
you're finally ready to make this commitment.
hahas (:

eggwoman,
i'm not a kid =.=
its just that my shirt and shorts are too big,
and no,
please dont pass me your p5 dress(:

social studies extra's today.
teacher was hilarious larrhs.
but it was freezing in there.
after the lessons,
i went back to find mr tan.
cause i left my wallet in the room -.-
hahas, thanks uhs mr tan(:

then home-ed.
took library books and headed-ed to hougang mall.
saw Qi shan, veron and Norris.
LOLS.
then went to return books,
and met jackson at popular.
hahas, i swear i did'nt see you at the carpark.
then he fetched me home,
thank-you(:
so many thanks today.
he wanted to lunch at hougang mall,
but nothing much there,
so ate at my house coffeeshop.
then went home.
but went to centre to meet him again,
cause i was bored.
hahas :x

home-ed at 5pm,
bath-ed and slack-ed.
then went for tuition at 6.30pm.
loads of tuition work to do ):
buck up dearest,
damn.
i'll try harder (:

tuition just now(:
class gonna be dominated by bowen students soon.
lols.

oh yeah,
we did'nt make it to the food fair,
cause mum had a car accident.
but she's fine.
hahas, she bang-ed into someone else =.=

social studies lesson tomorrow.
gonna have to wake up early,
cause mr tan will scream if we're late.

i wanna go to the beach .
anyone willing to accompany me(:
hahas,

& you know ILY :D

Do you know?
Every time I see your face I can't help but smile
When you text me my heart skips a beat
That when you put your arms around me
I know there is nowhere better in the world
My day is made when I see you
I imagine the next time I get to see you
You don't know
And somehow I know you never will
And still,
You are the boy of my dreams
-----

no extra lesson today(:
i can't get into heymath,
and the edulearn forum too.
damn, anyone facing the same problem?

slept at 2am yesterday.
chatted with rani and jackson.
hahas, hilarious larrhs.
i dont get what rani is talking about,
neither does she get what i'm talking about.

tons of homework to be done,
and project too.
shit, i forgot to get Justin's number -.-
how am i gonna contact him,
oh well, there's gotta be a way.

mum says she wants to go to the food fair,
i guess its either later,
after she finished delivering her goods.
but i gotta be back by 6.30pm,
cause i have tuition,
unless i miss one lesson (:

anyone wants study dates, outing?
i guess i'm not gonnna go out of the country this june.
thanks to the swine flu,
japan trip had to be cancelled.
the boredom is already killing me.

to LAUGHING PARTNER: cheerup kayys? we'll always be ther for you.
and you rock(:

i drap a map and connect the dots,
with all the memories i've got.

chemistry's extra today.
for 4 hours, but it was fun .
mdm chia was so adorable.
the way she explained and talked..
aww :D
experiment first,
at chemistry lab.
then break before heading to library,
for teaching of new chapter.

went to look for miss kong after lesson,
to pass her the guides coupon.
then went to hougang mall,
returned library books.
then home-ed.
thanks uhs, eggwoman(:

no lessons tomorrow,
but i've got tuition [:
still have'nt decided whether i should
go for GG or history :X

i have lots of revision to do,
hope i catch up soon.
can't afford anymore play,
not with my L1R5.

and i dont sound like a kid okay eggwoman?!
i'm a BIG girl.
you don't sound adult-ty either [:
hahas.

ya rong, khao bok kap chan wa ya rong(:
alrights,
i'm off to do my revisions.
goodbye.