its been so long since i've last "written" here.
i guess this is an abandoned space now,
no writer, no readers.
good place to start anew,
fresh new stories. thought if deleting my archives,
but oh well. i can't bear to, somehow they seem precious.
the old me, serves as a reminder to the me i am today.
well, i'm back. things are very different now.
it's been few dramatic months and well not everyone knows what happened.
but i guess i should stay postive, i have to stay strong.
things will definitely turn for the better (:

school has just started recently and well, back to all the lectures and tutorials .
my classmates are just an awesome bunch of people <3
can't tell you how much i adore them (:
they make me laugh and smile every single day.
and i guess that's the reason they only see the positive and jovial me, with me scary laughter :P

i'm still very afraid.
i still don't know if i had made the right decision,
for now i guess i just have to work harder .
i need to make her proud.
so i have to like, hmmmmm, study more regularly and revise more often? -.-"
peeps, motivate me kay :)

i've been feeling rather tired lately.
no matter how much i sleep,
i still feel tired -.-"
sigh, what to do :x

xxx
i don't know why .
i just feel so out of place.
as though i'm just imposing on you guys ):
when things happen ,
i feel doubly bad.
sigh . i don't know what to do.
i wished somehow i had a choice ~