sorry i've not been posting regularly lately.
mostly due to academic reasons,
in other words, PILES OF HOMEWORK !
hahas, its pretty amusing to see classmates
complaining on FB, even teachers comment from time to time(:

hmm, i still don't know what i want to do after O's.
some of my friends been encouraging me to go to a JC.
and it's like plannning to go together,
but like in p6,
i'm someone who've been there and done that.
i suppose its not easy to stay together.
afterall, we might be in the same school but different class.

hmmm, last friday was my last time in SR Guides,
we're stepping down.
it was speech day.
the parade went fine i guess?
just that someone sort of like fainted.
hope she's fine though.
oh yeah, and taking the merit award was damn paisey :x
haha, i think i bowed like so weird.
and MC again called me A-dil .. ):
helped with the servings of the VIPs and GOH after prize presentation.
then crapped with junior and ate .

guess i'm gonna miss guiding.
hmmm, maybe to some people it might just be a cca.
to me, yes i want the cca points,
but i find the joyful experience and lessons learnt
more rewarding.
we might not be the best guides company,
but i guess we can make do with the fun with have :D

and its so hard to decipher what to believe.
things no longer is what it seems.
i can't go on giving each action a reason.
maybe i should ask,
but do i even have the right to ask?
it something, particularly driving me insane.


that's all for now,
goodbye.

**praying for a miracle,
oh please do happen, please do.