hmm , CNY !
doesn't seem anything worth celebrating to me,
common test period, and well. it's a must to study ):
not much visiting this year.

grandparent's house on first day,
had loads of laughter with cousin.
soent most of the day there .

it's hard keeping things inside .
i believe that whatever wrong has been done,
as long as you know it's wrong,
and change it, no one should be pushed away .
but , ironically , i already stopped believing in that .
don't ask me why ,
cause i don't .

i'm somewhat the sort that cares what people think .
i might say i don't - why should i ?
but deep down i do.
i care how people judge me.
and i always worry .
maybe i shall really live by saying
that i'm the only one that should judge myself.
maybe then, i'll worry less .

i'm sorry to **.
it's not that i like you or not that matters .
the people can always assume i like you ,
but really , it's not fair to you.
i can't commit myself and i don't want to hurt anyone.

sometimes , the right choice isn't always the easy choice.