sometimes i really hate how the world turn.the things all go wrong . how things always complicate themselves, it irks me . there are times when i like to be left alone , i don't understand why people will say i emo when i don't talk , say i'm chatty when i talk ?

it just gives me all the question marks. maybe there are lies everywhere , maybe nothing in the world is right . i seemingly can't find the beginning nor the ending . the longing ache for someone , the craving for a particular thing , something i've experienced? working in HGM PH these few months, have widen my horizon in many ways. i learnt how to serve , how to always be punctual and how maoney doesn't come easy. heheh , now that it's my hard earned money , yes i do feel the heartache . school is reopening soon , and i guess i'll still be working . but more emphasis will be on schoolwork and grades .

well heard that next year there will be more importance placed on CCA. and i'm pretty proud EAGLES arrived in my mail (: I'm looking forward to meeting my new Guides juniors, how they will be like . but definately i'm not looking forward to all the mugging and qualifying tests that's coming my way.

cheer me on. i need someone to be my "kao shan" (:

i wouldn't have know nor do i know what life has in store for me. i pretty much MUST try to accept every single thing , everything that comes my way . do i worry too much? i don't know -.-"

maybe people hate me, maybe people like me. but it's just me, Adelle . don't say i've changed , maybe i did . grow a little more , experienced a little more . but i'm still me alright ? (: this sounds really familiar *winks.

yeesh , Atika is getting closer to me again . it'snt that super great ? i miss her ttm <3

sorry for the rantings , so many things i don't understand . i need someone to answer them , i need someone to assure me . i'm not strong , maybe just on the outside . that's all for now . God bless, Goodbye .