i really regret what i said.
i'm sorry.
i really had no choice.
it was like being forced to say everything in opposite.
like you know when it was "i love you"in your heart,
but you had to say "i hate you".

it was horrible.
i couldn't stop the waterworks.
i wished somehow that i wasn't so intwined with trouble,
i wished it could all go back to the way it was.
true enough,
it was scary,
the way it was always on the edge,
but to me,
it was well worth it.

now i'm wishing i hadn't said what i said,
could i go back in time?
i've lost that one person i could trust.
that one person i could talk heart to heart to,
that one person i could cry my eyes out to :'(
now i'm crying,
but there's no one to go to.

**better? i hope it is for you.
IMY. all the best (: