sorry dear readers,
not been updating daily recently as the EOYs
are round the corners,
and my days are rather packed.

school was boring today,
Rani wasn't here and i was sitting alone -.-
did compo corrections during english,
Mdm Ng pointed out our many common mistakes,
followed by e maths which mrs thia used
to do a maths test.
hmmm, i'm expecting a single digit ):
then mother tongue,
did zuo ye.
recess with Ah Tan.
haha, chatted alot.
thanks uhs? (:

a maths after recess, did worksheets.
followed by elective history
and social studies with our favorite teacher Mr Tan *winkswinks.
lunch-ed with Brenda.
then physics SRP till 4.00pm.
went home to change,
and rushed back to school for 4E/5N graduation.
did yeoman's service then home-ed.

hmmm, i wonder what brought about the change.
its sometimes so great that i find it hard to accept.
it's scary.
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whatever i say, doesn't mean whatever i think.
i thought you would have known better.
i find it a irony, i find it a joke.
could i have done it better?
is it time for me to do something?
sigh, i can't help but think and wonder.
p.s ARAS,
saya tidak memahami. air mata saya terus mengalir ke belakang.
till a better day..

its funny when you find yourself,
looking from the outside.
i'm standing but all i want,
is to be over there.

why did i let myself believe,
miracles could happen,
cause now i have to pretend,
that i don't really care.

i'm only left with used to be's.
and once upon a song,
now i know you're not a fairytale,
and dreams are meant for sleeping,
and wished on a star,
just don't come true.
cause now even i can tell,
that i confused my feelings,
with the truth ...