but we were lucky it happened on my side, not yours.

i'm just happy that you are fine and not in any form of trouble.

you know i'll miss you.

i want you to forget about me,

and dont try to help me.

i dont want to see you crossing over like that step by step.

when i said i hate you,

you knew that i was lying. i could'nt control my tears.

my eyes are all swollen and red from crying all night.

i love(d) you.

thanks for trying to comfort me,

but i guess its better that we go our seperate ways.

i never would want to see you in trouble.

i would'nt want to take this risk.

unless you told me you dont care, that you wanted it this way.

it's gonna be so hard for me to treat you just as a friend.

you know it deep down too,

its never gonna be possible.

its like we know what we want, but we can never get it.

the desire, the needing of you.

remember your promises to me,

take care of yourself, dont make me worry.

i could'nt choose who i fell in love with, others might have found this ridiculous.

i've choosen to accept you from the start.

i'm not regreting my decision and i never will.

i'll miss the hugs, and your smile.

the feeling that nothing's ever gonna go wrong when i'm in your arms.

your company is the bestest gift that you could have ever given me.

the care and concern you've shown me,

the lessons i have learnt from you.

i would'nt want you to forget your assurance. maybe just part of me.

i'm being a little selfish.

i can don't bother about what she said.

i can just carry on with you.

but i would'nt, cause i know that's putting you at risk.

as much as i need you, as much as i want you to say" its alright, let's carry on".

i have to the right thing, i have to think for you.

i cannot be so selfish.

thus, i want you to forget me,

its not gonna be hard, i guess.

i want you to do this, even if this hurts me.

i dont want you to be sorry, i want you to blame me.

it actually makes it easier for me.

trust is somewhat hard to place,

you know that you'll never be replaced.

i'll be alright,

goodbye.