i miss you.

a mixture of feelings going on inside me.

i can't figure out what i'm supposed to do.

i've tried. i was getting you to hate me.

but you're not helping me, you knew i was lying.

i want you to hate me, blame me.

i'll feel better, makes it easier for me.

i cant help but tear when i think of you.

somewhat, i knew it was never gonna be the same.

i guess its time i made the choice, to stay or to MIA.

i know i'm being stubborn.

i'm only looking at my own perspective.

but i have no other choice.
maybe it'll be better if i delete your number, bock your msn.

but its something i cannot bring myself to do.

i'm sorry.