hello to everyone out there:
emaths paper 2 tomorrow.
I seriously hate math cause
i can get nothing into my head.
how i wish i've got billions of math cells.
& evelyn, there is such things such as math cells(:
anyway, i passed my emath paper 1.
okay, i was surprised.
cause i expected a F9.
3ea achieved 100% passes.
but there's still paper 2.
and i don't even dare think
i'll pass my a math.

i'm sorry if i disappointed you.
i know i'm supposed to focus.
but i get distracted.
i'm tired of trying..
cause whatever i do,
i get repeatedly dissapointed.
i know i'm horrible.
& i give my teacher face :X
sorry, sorry , sorry.
i'm even more sorry that's all i can say.

i know i ain't supposed to
let all this affect my studies.
but i guess i've loss interest.
studying seem to be so monotone nowadays.
when i used to enjoy it last time,
it now always seem like a chore.
especially math.
i don't seem to get all the problems.
and memory is getting horrible.
i forget so easily..
and the worst.
My careless Mistakes!

getting back physics results on friday
after biology paper.
just hoping for at least a pass.
being in 3ea, i know
i'm not supposed to just aim for a pass.
but instead, an A1 or A2.
but i'll be contented
if i just pass...
the struggles i'm facing,
the chances i'm taking,
i wonder if it is all worth it.
take me and run, faraway..
alrights, off to mugging now.
goodbye.