has chemistry SRP after school today.
mdm chia is so damn pretty canns?
hahas, i love her .
then went for guides,
explained the promise and revised it with juniors.
then had dry run for enrolment about twice.
then head-ed for home.
spent some time at the standing broad-jump mat..
jumpp jumpp and jumpp(:
took my mind off troubles for awhile.
mrs thia is weird,
just fail one subject she still wants to meet my mum =.=
i realises i was'nt taught completing the square method
for emaths yet..
she just taught us today -.-
and i thought i got severe STM cause i can't remember a
thing about it during tuition.

facade smiles,
i'm sick and tired of all this.
showing strong and bold, so fake.
i should find a way to let go.
cause i have to be happy,
in order to concentrate and focus on my studies.
realised reults were'nt all that bad.
so i should buck up.

i feel miserable.
i wonder if i'm the extra one.
or that its just that i can't let go.
we seem closer when she is'nt there aye?
weird, i know.

so many obstacles i have to overcome.
but i'm already dead beat.
i just wonder how to carry on.
i'm not one who sits there and cry.
but tears come unknowingly these days.
i know i have to be strong.
but i'm beggining to doubt,
have i gave myself too much credit?
am i just as weak, just as fragile as any other girls?
i'm also thinking that people have over rated me too.
i'm not as strong as what they think.