what must i do,
before it is enough.
i'm tired.
one sentance and off you go, screaming.
whatever i say,
results, home, school..
you just scream .
i wonder if not for the fact that i cant support myself,
would i have already left?
there's nothing much for me to
remember here .
maybe just 2 person,
i would miss so much.
friendship problems,
family problems,
results not up to standard..
so much to worry about.
i can't take it much longer.
one blow after another.
i hate it.
i hate it so much, so much.
i've been searching for so long,
but the answer is still not clear.
i can't wait forever.
and won't you let me forget?
please.
its not that i wont forgive.
i have, but please dont expect me to forget.
cause i'm no saint.
i won't blame anyone,
if you all wont tell me the truth.
and you just have to learn.
you can't have your cake and eat it.
nothing is ever fair,
but i believe there is still justice.
life is like that,
life sucks.
but what can i do about it?
nothing except accept it right?
for now,
i have to get by.
cause i believe good things come after bad things.
its not that i don't trust you,
its cause i find it hard to trust anyone.
i've trusted too much,
and i've been betrayed many times.
and once bitten twice shyed
i'm really sorry.
bear with me,
for i'll be myself again one day.
i don't know if i would make it.
but i;ll try,
alright,
goodbye.
