so many things happened
during these few days.
homework and projects are
driving me crazy.
Mrs Thia and Mdm Ng caught
me dozing during their classes.
but they did'nt scold me.
mrs thia pretended she did'nt
see me, but she was just in front of me.
i rather they did scold me..
i wold have felt better.

i wonder why am i such a disappointment.
why? why?
why am i in such a mess?
i guess i only have myself to blame.
why i got so horrible results..
going at this pace.
i'll be the last in class.
i hate smiling everyday.
faking it ..

maybe what you all said was true.
i've changed..
right from last year..
after the quarrel.
maybe it hit me bad..
maybe it totally changed me.
just that i did'nt realise..
but did i?
i hope not.

i guess it just woke me up from my fairytale.
nothing lasts forever.
but you know..
you'll fool me again(: