its super duper funny.
how i find myself closer
to friends i've known for months,
rather than friends i've known for years.

i've so much to say.
but i never dared to.
for reasons i ain't really sure of myself.
how i wished...
i could tell you everything.
and how we were before,
as if nothing had happened.

you said i've changed.
but have you ever stopped and think..
maybe it was you who changed.

i've got this phobia.
that makes me unable to trust anyone.
i'm afraid of getting hurt..
of having regrets.

you said i could talk to you..
but were you listening?
you said i could count on you..
but are you sure you'll be there?

always feeling tired these days.
i'll turn-off whenever i see my homework.
buck up, dearest.
damn.