iamhappy iamhappy iamhappy.
iam happy iamhappy iamhappy.
iamhappy iamhappy iamhappy.

i wanna be happy :D
i poured out everything..
every single thing.



i guess i should have to do something.
something about the things..
the things that are bothering me.


i really really hope i would get
good grades for MYE :D
i'm gonna work towards my goals!

i'm leaving it to fate.
to you..
its your choice.
i once told you its either me or them.
it might sound selfish.
but i'm really sorry.
maybe i'm n'ot the truest of friends.
maybe i'll did things all wrong.
i have to do this.
or i'll break down.
i have to untie the knot in my heart.
to try and trust again.

maybe you don't realise.
but i guess you have made your choice.
and it's not me.
and i'll ain'nt running away.
i realised i have to face up to it.
you actions have shown me your choice.
it was so clear..
so clear it hurt.

thanks for everything..
although this might not be you ultimate choice..
but as of now..
i have to tell you.
i don't blame you.
i don't blame anyone.
this is what i once said.
i'm not angry.
and i hope you forgive me :D

you said you missed me sitting with you.
you said i was interesting when i studied.
this led me to think..
to think if people only cherish if
the thing is gone..
if people only realize how much
something means to them.
only when that thing, or that someone
is missing.

absence makes a heart grow fonder~
is it true?