i feel so helpless in my own home.
weird.. i know.
but you'll never know how it feels.
unless you've experienced it yourself.

i wonder why i have to bear with everything.
why must i think.. think of others?
when he does'nt.
when he does what he likes.

why must i save, when he splurge?
why must i do things he dont have to?
why won't you notice?
what i do.
how i've tried.

when i tried to explain..
you said i was unreasonable..
you asked me to ask others if i was correct.
you said i threatened you..
but i did'nt..
i'm sorry.