I badly want to criticise and pinpoint many things
but I have to hold back because
in the end it will end up in an argument,
so what's the point?

Then again, I'm the one who wants
to bottle everything up anyway.
I don't see the point in giving my all
if I get repeatedly disappointed.
I cannot bring myself to be happy
when I know it's just a facade.
I feel like I'm taking things for granted
and at the same time being taking for granted.

sometimes i really dont know what to do.
i know it's wrong, but what can i do?
i know i should get angry, very angry.
but i dont....
i just don't feel anything.
whats wrong with me?
i don't know what to do, what to think.
it wrong, is all wrong.

you think its fun dont you?
it does not mean
that i'm okay with it
when i don't get angry.
its not worth it luhhs.
you want to scam me?
fine. go ahead and have fun(:
cause i dont care.
you dislike me?
then tell me head front.
dont do it behind me back.
dont be a coward.
you want to replicate me?
go ahead, cause you can never be me.
i'm me and you're you.


roadrun today.
tiring, even thought i did'nt run.
did yeoman's service.
went around with baskets giving teachers refreshment.
but, no teacher took -.-
went back to school with full basket.
lols.