i really don't understand lahs.
what should i do?
i really don't know.

i'm scared.
i'm afraid.
and i believe its not only me.
you're afraid too.

thats why you dare not meet
me straight after school.
you're scared that they might get angry.
and i can sense that too.

and tell them puh-leease.
i have no split personality -.-
i'm perfectly FINE.

i know you don't wanna make a choicee.
but it either you do that,
or i make mine.
and you know what mine is,
cause i don't wanna harm anyone of you.

it's enough that i am drowning alone.
i don't wanna pull everyone
down with me.

i'm so sorry.
i really really am.
i already settled it with her.
but i guess that you
already know that if i am okay with her,
you'll be left alone.

and maybee they will include evelyn.
but not you.
i'm not that type of person.
i won't pangseh my best friends.
i live with my principals.
although i go against my
principals sometimes,
i would never betray them.

i rather you pangseh me
rather than i pangseh you.
i fell out again with them again,
so that i could stay friends with you.

i choosed to believe you.
but in the end?
i got abandoned by you.
like a stray animal.
lost and helpless...
what could i have done?