i finally know the truth.
the reason behind this.
you just made use of this misunderstanding,
to make me feel that it was
me who made us fall out.
not you.
is'nt it?
but did you know that the
hurt for me was worst.
you tell others that
you don't like me.
but continue being my best friend
cause you did'nt want to hurt me.
but this hurts more.
i rather you did'nt
apologize the last time.
i cried for the whole
3 hours.
till i fall asleep.
and QiShan called me.
i broke down again.
i sorted it out with her.
&& finally we're okkay :D
you gave my blog address
to all of them.
when it was only meant for you.
well, i don't mind now.
&& don't tag using XOXO.
i can check
your address.
i'm telling the truth.
i never lied.
and i never treat anyone badly.
not even QiShan.
i admit i have my shortcomings,
but everybody has them.
i don't deserve this from you,
because of my flaws.
i see your true COLOURS.
maybe i was wrong all along.
i should have listened to xxx.
she was RIGHT all along.
i was just someone you could hang
out with when there was nobody.